The road is somewhat bumpy and I don’t know how far we are going. It’s December 22nd and I’m in the backseat, looking out of the window, trying to prepare myself for this meeting. We are on our way to the orphanage where I will be a volunteer for three weeks. I don’t know much about it. Not where it’s situated, not how many children there are, not the ages of the children, nothing really. So I don’t know what to expect or what my exact tasks will be. What do they need? Can I really bring value?
Lots of thoughts go through my mind as we drive. About 1,5 – 2 hours I believe it takes from Mukono to Kawanda, in Wakiso district. When I’m told that we’re almost there I can feel some nerves. And when the car stops and I can see all the children waiting at the gate, I get seriously nervous. Slowly, I step out of the car. Around 40 eyes are watching me, full of expectations. I’m stalling. What am I doing here? I take my bag out of the trunk and approach the gate. The 40 eyes follow me. I stop in front of them and smile. Around 20 children’s voices say: “You are mostly welcome!” simultaneously. “Thank you!” I respond, already overwhelmed, and continue to ask how they are. “Fine!” They all smile as they answer just as simultaneously as before.
Robert, the founder, introduces himself and takes my bag. I am led to a building where all the children sit down on the floor and I am placed in front of them. What now? I smile at them and look at all their faces. All eyes on me. I kneel down in front of them and decide to introduce myself to every single one of them and hear their names. Maybe I’ll manage to learn at least a few right away. Right. I’m good with faces but not as good when it comes to names, especially not when all names are new to me. At least I get a connection with them this way. They all have sparks in their eyes and you can tell right away who is shy and who is confident.
A little bit later I’m sitting with the kids outside, talking. They ask questions about a little bit of everyting. Where I’m from, what my favourite food is etc, and I ask them similar questions. What they want to be when they grow up, what they like to do… Then one of the older boys asks “What can you teach us?” and I have to think. What can I teach them? Can I really teach them anything? I’m doubting myself again. Who am I to come there and think that I can teach them anything? I don’t remember what I answered. At that point, it felt more like they would be the ones teaching me.
Now, I didn’t think that I would change the world with this. I just want to do whatever I can do to maybe make a small improvement for at least some others. And I believe that if we all do that, we’re on the right track. So I come to the conclusion that this is an exchange. I will try to teach them whatever might be needed, and I will learn from them. I can give them a piece of myself. Give love. I’m already getting sentimental and I have three weeks to go.
The rest of the evening is spent playing games, talking andĀ letting the kids take pictures with my camera. Some of the results of the latter can be seen below.
Playing “Statues”. The gate is the goal.
Before my camera got in the hands of the kids. Joel, Joel, Lorda, Nicholas and Kakembo posing.
And here some shots by our young photography geniuses: